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Infinite Light, commissioned by Voices of Ascension for their program “A Voice of Her Own,” is a choral work with light electronics featuring the ancient poetry of Sufi mystic poets Rumi and Hafiz. The first movement is an interlude, traversing between worlds of the modern and medieval, featuring various quotes by 13th century Persian, Islamic scholar and ancient mystic Rumi, grouped together thematically, to create aleatory of logic, tension, and dialogic coincidence and resonance. 

In all of my work, I believe it is paramount to induce a sense of transport, or transmuting (of materials, perceptions, etc.) and the choral sound has always been to me, something I visually associate with beams of light, whether due to vowel purity, or ability to create a sense of vertical harmony with horizontal time, simultaneously. I felt it was very important amid this movement of empowerment of women’s voices, to engage and include the voices of a larger diversity beyond gender -- to race, class, orientation, and deepen classical music’s commitment to diversity, and intersectionality, while employing music’s power to foster empathy, and reach transcendent planes.

Though written within the language of the Muslim faith, Islamic tradition, culture, and alternative lifestyle, I was struck by the shared humanity, wisdom, and truth of these ancient words and imagery, and I wanted to bring this interfaith perspective and cross-cultural resonance to the foreground ‘A Voice of Her Own’, as the bond that brought these seemingly differing cultural and choral worlds together.

This work is written for, and dedicated to the indomitable spirit of the amazing Judy Cope.

The Columbia River is a defining element in the geography of the northwestern region of North America. With headwaters in the snowmelt and lakes of the Canadian Rockies, over 60 tributaries converge on the Columbia as it travels through southeastern British Columbia, Idaho, Washington, and Oregon, before dispersing into the Pacific Ocean. In addition to its wild runs, the Columbia's natural course and habit have been altered by over 40 dams, yielding irrigation, transportation through locks, and electricity at various points.

The musical idea of the river's journey begins with a slow and simple ascending arpeggio that outlines the distance ahead and gradually gains enough momentum to build to a rivulet flowing along in the high mountains. The Kootenay River tributary joins in, characterized by an icy sound in the high range of the flute representing its origins in glaciers and its running rapids and precipitous drops from the Canadian Rockies. Music of the Kootenay, and the other themes, stops midstream for a dam and the crackle of electricity it generates before continuing on. After a journey from volcano territory and through Hell's Canyon, the enormous Snake River joins the flow with a sinuous oboe melody, which quotes a whole-tone and rather hellish variation on a British Columbian folk song, "The Song of the Sockeye," and moves the entire river into the whole tone scale for the journey. A calm and glassy clarinet depicts the lake origins of the Pend Oreille River and the way the tributary cuts and creates space through the American Rockies.

Finally, industrial rhythms outline the character of the Willamette River as a major transportation and shipping corridor in the area. Quotes from the "Song of the Sockeye" return in their original form, and the river, ever running downhill, broadens and flows into the expanse of the ocean.

Semaphore Conductus is a surround-sound electroacoustic choral work, inspired by the conduction of energy, the language of signals, and sound. Accompanied by a pre-recorded sound design score of shortwave radio number system transmissions*, Morse code*, cellphone sounds, and heartbeats - the choir and antiphonal soloists create a stereophonic performance piece, surrounding the audience. The piece employs early music techniques of hocket (melody linearly distributed amongst various parts), double choir, and antiphony through the history and evolution of signaling and sound devices (conch, gramophone, megaphone, walkie-talkies) within a Latin conductus (a sacred but non-liturgical Medieval vocal composition).

The text is comprised of new and old Latin proverbs that allude to the cyclical nature of communication and technology. The spatial arrangement of the chorus embodies the vernacular of contemporary sonic geometry, found today in the visual language used by modern digital interfaces to signify signal strength, volume, and power – which are akin to venue acoustical structures, patterns of sonic resonance, and audience seating design.

A dialogue between the iterative evolution and timbres of communication devices over decades and centuries, Semaphore Conductus speaks to the notion of music not only as art but as energy, a conductive medium for communication, resonance, and expression – across distances, formats, and time.

Text by Beth Ann Fennelly

Ten Full Moons, for mezzo, soprano, violoncello and piano, honors different strains of mothering. Each of the solo voices embodies at different points, mother of a living child and mother of a longed-for child who struggles with infertility and miscarriage; the two voices together depict a mother of a child who has died. The duets, in order to evoke the spiritual nature of the conversations with one's departed child, use as a model Benjamin Britten’s Canticle II: Abraham and Isaac where he uses the voices in rhythmic unison to emulate the voice of God. The beautiful Eb sonority –the “God chord”—at the beginning of Britten’s work is an important musical motive throughout my work. This harmony appears throughout the cycle both in explicit quotation and also greatly transformed in line with the local level meaning in the texts. Poetry for the cycle is drawn from women writers who have experienced motherhood, infertility and neonatal loss: Stephanie Paige Cole, Beth Ann Fennelly, Beth Morey, and myself.

This work is inspired by my personal experience of these three tones of mothering. I especially seek to shine a light on the often invisible motherhood of women who have experienced infant loss and infertility. This invisibility, born of silence, reinforces the isolation many mothers and fathers feel and perpetuates a societal illusion that conception and birth always proceed with blissful ease. Over the course of my long journey, I have made a spiritual shift from despair, isolation and shame to hope, connection, and self-worth—not only through the safe arrival of my second son, but also in the courage and strength that rise up when everything falls apart. This music is dedicated to all mothers and fathers who find wholeness in the company of brokenness. I hope these sounds will pierce the silence, and send out ripples of deeper understanding and compassion.

Per usual, when Kathy asked me to write a piece for Resonance, I had a few ideas floating around in my head. Also per usual, I had trouble finding one that would stick. I found motifs, lyrics, harmonies, but nothing that was grabbing me in an obvious way. Throughout my creative writing practice though, something I’ve heard from many people is that it’s still important to write even when inspiration is not obviously presenting itself, so I took a few months to lean into that practice.

Sure enough, some of the ideas began to develop more, and eventually there were around 3 or 4 that were vying for attention. I kept at them, wondering which would become the final piece. It always helps me to write from a place I know, and writing has always been a form of emotional processing for me. Themes of determination and resilience were relatively loud, and took different forms. Those themes have been recurring for a few years in my writing, I think in particular as an emotional self protection practice. It’s like reminding myself, “What you’ve gone through is real. It’s ok to feel what you need to feel.”

On the day It’s So Quiet’s opening melody appeared in my life, I was hit with a wave of intense sadness, shock, disbelief, and grief in the middle of the night, and the quiet of night felt especially loud. I wondered if my heart was ready to be done with me, sort of like a “Why do you keep putting me through this?” kind of energy. I’ve ask my heart to be resilient in the face of a lot of hard things, and I do sometimes feel hardened by the outcomes of things that I thought were going to go differently, or life altering shifts I didn’t anticipate, ask for, or wish for. The burden of carrying a weight that was not asked for can truly take a massive toll, and I have found myself on a pendulum of “I am strong” and “I can’t do this anymore” for many many years. 

At the end of the day, and in working to care for myself in the face of those things, it’s ultimately a practice in learning how to protect my mind and my heart and well-being, whilst not completely hardening to the world.

The different soloists take this journey, their melodies in the emotional and sonic world similar to an Irish ballad like “Danny Boy”. The enveloping harmonies and outer movements of the rest of the voices I think come from my orchestral and vocal jazz background and influences, creating an environment around each soloist as they explore the different emotion in their line of text.

The piece evolves to a place of resolve I want to emulate, one where even in the darker moments, I can still find hope, that feeling worthy of good things isn’t contingent on perceived success or failure, and remember that I’m not alone. I have worked hard to build the muscles to find that kind of strength and resolve. I hope it can bring similar resolve to others who struggle to find it. In time we see that even though it sometimes feels like it, we’re not alone.

Thanks for reading and for listening. ’Til next time.

This is a piece about being our true authentic selves, with all our vulnerabilities, imperfections, and messy needs. So many of us are exhausted by performing capability, success, and happiness constantly, in person and online. It’s easy to worry that if we stop doing that, people won’t like the squishiness they see. I fall into these traps on a regular basis. But the entire reason I make art is to open myself up and share, and to receive and empathize with the experiences of my community. We weren’t meant to go through life walled off from one another. We can’t do it all alone. My wish is that we all can be more permeable, like the salamander and the sponge. I Want to Be Soft was commissioned by Denise Bird for her Art Songs for New Beginnings Project in 2022. I subsequently created this version for violin and piano.

so quietly was written for the Brooklyn Youth Chorus in the summer of 2016. I wanted to make something that reflects the experience of being a quiet person in the room, wanting to express an opinion or idea, but lacking the courage to speak up and take up space. It is an experience I often had in school growing up, and it is something I have observed in other people (often young women) in a group setting where the discourse is dominated by just one or a few. Writing the piece was part of my own reckoning with the responsibility to participate more actively, to be just a little louder, to speak up for myself and others, and to contribute joy and music, even when it feels difficult.

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Inspired by virtuosic Venetian composer and singer Barbara Strozzi (1619-1677), Sospira, respira features text she set and perhaps wrote for a duet of treble voices with continuo and further expands on her powerful artistic vision of featuring the voice as pure sound, freed from the bounds of text and released into the emotional realm. Modal scales, select chromaticism, the allusion to continuo in the cello solo, and modern vocal techniques and textures bring a fresh perspective to Strozzi's alliterative, rhythmic, sound-based lyrics, while paying tribute, more than four centuries after her birth, to this original, potent voice as wielded by a mistress of her craft.

I grew up south of Seattle, where the horizon from just about any direction is defined by the peaks of the Cascade or Olympic mountain ranges or even the hilly islands of Puget Sound. When I moved to the Midwest to attend graduate school, I fell in love with the enormous, beautiful sky stretching endlessly in all directions. So often, driving to and from gigs in Decorah, Anamosa, Grinnell, or Washington, I’d hit a stretch of flat road and it would feel like I was completely surrounded by a dome of sky. The piece opens and closes with soft whispers and wooden sounds, representing gentle breezes. The open intervals of the primary and closing themes express the expansive quality of the sky, while rapid arpeggios paint a picture of energetic winds rushing across the Iowa landscape. Within a Dome of Sky was commissioned by and is dedicated with love and admiration to Catie Moritz.

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Text by Gabriel T. Guillaume

This piece was written in 2017 at a time when DACA (Deferred Action for Childhood Arrivals) was being debated in the United States because of a suggested end to the program that granted temporary protection from deportation to nearly 700,000 young people. As an immigrant from Haiti who migrated to the U.S. with my family at 11 years old, I was deeply affected by the uncertain future the “DREAMers” were facing through no fault of their own.

Since the premiere of the piece in 2018, there have been some gruesome acts against immigrants and refugees, including children being separated from their parents at the U.S. border. My hope is that this piece brings to focus a part of the immigration debate that is often forgotten – the humanity of the refugees fleeing their countries.

Kim Stafford's poem found its way to my attention by way of a singer in my community choir. She passed it on to me, knowing how I am always seeking powerful, transformative texts for my choral compositions. Stafford had disseminated his poem on the internet in 2005. "Friend: Download this Free Proclamation for Local Use," immediately piqued my interest. I deeply resonate with the theme of hopelessness met with personal resolve found in this powerful poem. As a choral composer and conductor, I have always felt a calling to use words and sounds to provide a platform for community. Community that is also a place of sanctuary where singer and listener can openly express compassion and feel her/his own emotional vulnerabilities. And so I feel a great affinity with the "vocation" expressed in the resolution of the proclamation. This feeling was confirmed, when after Kim Stafford heard "Be It Therefore Resolved" for the first time, he wrote to me: "I don't know that I have ever experienced such an intimate and generous consideration of something I have written as heard in your setting, word by word, syllable by syllable."

When I first sent the poem to David Simmons, director of the Congressional Chorus, for consideration as CC's commission text, it was without realizing that legislative resolutions are written in the same format as Stafford's poem; an auspicious coincidence! When reading an official proclamation aloud, one does not usually repeat lines of text. So with the exceptions of the opening cries of "fire" and "shouting," this setting is through composed, free flowing without repetition of lyrics within voice parts.